My last blog post
was in July. Not for lack of things to
say, or even from lack of time, but because I’ve chosen to do other
things. The good news is I’ve got lots
of free time for the next few days and plenty to talk about!
Since end of the year is rapidly approaching, I’ve been reflecting on some of
the changes in my life. Here’s part 1:
A Year of Loss
1. My job – This was
a rough year for educators. As our
district considered the best way to reduce expenses, my name was put on the
bottom of the “might be moved to a new campus” list. I felt very confident that I would stay in
the district and pretty certain that I was one of the last on the list to go
from our school. Alas, it wasn’t meant
to be. I won’t go into the sordid
details, but I was told that I would be moving to a new campus. I would miss seeing my kiddos from previous
years, but even more I would deeply miss my grade level team. Our cohesiveness was very rare in the
education world. There’s more to this
story, so stay tuned.
2. My financial
safety net – On the same day that I found out that I would be moving to a new
school, I went to a last minute dentist appointment to see what was going on
with a continual toothache. Guess what –
root canals and crowns are expensive!! This just happened to be in the midst of
conflict with my apartment complex over an obscene rent hike. I juggled some money around, tightened up the
budget, and got ready for a year of more rice & beans and less eating out
with friends.
3. My free time –
Who knew that writing a thesis would take so much time and effort??? I’ve pulled some late nights and cram writing
sessions this semester that are reminiscent of undergrad days. I probably SHOULD be analyzing data right
now, but I’m giving myself a little vacation!
4. My church
community – I jumped full swing into the young professional group at my church
as soon as I moved to Austin 6 years ago.
It’s been a rocky ride. I’ve seen
people come and go, numbers swing drastically for the better or worse, and
experienced some amazing friendships.
Over the last year or so, a lot has changed with the group. It’s not bad change, but things are
different. And I’m finding that I just
don’t seem to fit anymore. A lot of it
has to do with grad school eating up my Wednesday nights and weekend free time,
but it’s more than that. It was unexpected
in the midst of a chaotic year. I’m sure
a lot of it had to do with loss #5.
5. My friends – I’ve
had many wonderful friendships in my time here in Austin, but nothing really
compares to my friendships with Rachel, Allison, & Laura. I’m not really sure why, but we just seemed
to mesh well. We met at church and we
bonded through favorite restaurants, movies, Rock Band, road trips, and lots of
laughter. This year, God had big plans
for them. Amazing opportunities opened
up and they each moved on to new jobs and new adventures. But seriously, did they all need to move out
of the STATE?!?!
I know this list is
super depressing, but I feel that it is essential to what is shaping me right
now. I was telling a friend the other day
that God seems to have opened up a lot of space in my life. I’m looking forward to seeing what He has in
store for me next year.
But wait, there’s
more! Stick around and I’ll share some of the great things that have happened
in my life this year.